Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
I'm blue da do dee...
The lyrics of this song, along with a Shakespeare quote. That's what i found on her page. I just wish it's ment for me.. and not that other girl. Sigh.
Vet inte om du läser här. Men du känner mig. Jag blir ledsen över något du gör. Försöker säga till dig. Slutar med att jag sitter o ber om ursäkt istället. Denna gången va det mer. Antagligen sårade du mig lika mycket den kvällen, som när jag dumpa dig. Men att du skulle sjunka så lågt.. att hälla salt i gamla sår. Jag trodde ärligt talat inte att du skulle göra det med ett leende på läpparna och många skratt.
Vet du vad? Allt jag ber om är en ursäkt. Inte för att jag ber om det, utan för att du själv känner att du borde ge mig en. Alltså ingen påtvingad en. Fast bara genom att skriva detta blir det ju nästan påtvingat.
Du gör som du vill. Vill du kunna prata öppet med mig igen? Då är det en ursäkt som behövs.
Going to Eksjö tomorrow and I'm feeling blue. Bleh. So I'm thinking of going out and lie on the ground. Just to watch the stars. But first I have to finish packing.
G'night.
McNub out.
Monday, August 16, 2010
Saturday, August 14, 2010
What she said
After that night i felt that i couldnt take it anymore. I just couldn't take the pain, when the one I loved ripped my heart out in front of me. Laughing as she did. Wanting me to feel pain. My pain was her pleasure.
Maybe she wanted me to feel some kind of pain I caused her? But I thought we were friends. That i ment something for her. Would she really risk our friendship for revenge?
Maybe she didn't think about what I felt. And just handled without purpose. But on the other hand. She said she wanted to annoy me.
Well anyway, I had to leave.
Girl Jag gick inte för att jag vill sluta älska dig. Jag gick för att bearbeta smärtan. Så när vi möts igen, och du gör om det. Så vill jag inte känna något.
"Sometimes I miss you"
I guess that wasn't ment for me.
God.. I sound so pathetic.
Maybe she wanted me to feel some kind of pain I caused her? But I thought we were friends. That i ment something for her. Would she really risk our friendship for revenge?
Maybe she didn't think about what I felt. And just handled without purpose. But on the other hand. She said she wanted to annoy me.
Well anyway, I had to leave.
Girl Jag gick inte för att jag vill sluta älska dig. Jag gick för att bearbeta smärtan. Så när vi möts igen, och du gör om det. Så vill jag inte känna något.
"Sometimes I miss you"
I guess that wasn't ment for me.
God.. I sound so pathetic.
Avril Lavigne - Nobody's Home
Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's falling from grace.
She's all over the place!
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
That's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go, to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
She's lost inside, lost inside
She's lost inside, lost inside
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's falling from grace.
She's all over the place!
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
That's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go, to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
She's lost inside, lost inside
She's lost inside, lost inside
New blog
Why starting over with a new blog?
I havent bloged in a long time now. But i wanted to start again, and I felt like i needed something else than my AndyMcNub-blog. So here we are. Iammammal.
What does Iammammal mean?
It means I am mammal. 'Caus that's what I am. What we are. Humans. Animals. Mammals.
How did you come up with the name?
Well, I've been playing a game called Mass Effect alot lately. A science fiction game taking place year 2183. You play as Commander Shephard, a human elite soldier, and set out to explore the Galaxy.
When you explore the Milky Way and meet all the other alien species, you really understand how small Earth and humanity is in this galaxy.
So for an alien species, we are nothing but animals.
So you believe there's life in outer space?
I certainly do, yes. I mean, there are millions of sun systems in this galaxy. Thats millions of planets! Ofcourse there have to be other planets out there with at least bacterium, and thats life.
What are you going to write about in this blog?
Not sure. Guess I'll write about my life and what's running through my head.
I havent bloged in a long time now. But i wanted to start again, and I felt like i needed something else than my AndyMcNub-blog. So here we are. Iammammal.
What does Iammammal mean?
It means I am mammal. 'Caus that's what I am. What we are. Humans. Animals. Mammals.
How did you come up with the name?
Well, I've been playing a game called Mass Effect alot lately. A science fiction game taking place year 2183. You play as Commander Shephard, a human elite soldier, and set out to explore the Galaxy.
When you explore the Milky Way and meet all the other alien species, you really understand how small Earth and humanity is in this galaxy.
So for an alien species, we are nothing but animals.
So you believe there's life in outer space?
I certainly do, yes. I mean, there are millions of sun systems in this galaxy. Thats millions of planets! Ofcourse there have to be other planets out there with at least bacterium, and thats life.
What are you going to write about in this blog?
Not sure. Guess I'll write about my life and what's running through my head.
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